All my life I’ve been put down like no one has anything good to say about m,I’m already dealing with abandonment and attachment issue. people only like me for maximum 2 years then they disappear,I feel so unworthy and unlovable I really can’t deal with life no more I know everyone will be better without me. I’m a problem to everyone.
It’s been 3 years and 4 months since my mother died. It’s been 4 months since I ended a 3 year long relationship that ultimately ended because I have no idea who I am. I am 21 years old with no idea what I want to be when I grow up No idea where I am supposed to fit in No idea who I’m supposed to fit in with. I have felt so lost the past 3 years with the loss of my mom and on top of that I was in this relationship that was so new to me. Here I am 3 years later still without my mom but also without my relationship. And I just want to figure out who I am and where I belong in the world.