I’m just getting ready to turn 15 in February!! I’ve been through hell and back though. I started getting bullied at a very young age. My 5th grade year I was sexually assault by another classmate, I was punched, kicked and even got choke slammed but the school wouldn’t do anything about it. Around this time my best friend was hit and killed which really didnt help with everything going on. This is when everything started to really get hard at my age. My 7th grade year I ended up with a substantial head concussion and bruised ribs from a fight that ourrcued at school. I was just walking by and got pushed in between the fight, yet again the school did nothing. Then my grandmother (Mother’s Mom) and my grandpa (Dad’s Dad) got married. Imagine being made fun of because your mother is also your aunt. It was really hard for me to even hear their names. Everyone around walked out and threatened me because I was hurt my their decidion to get married but I was the only person who shared blood with both of them. Since then I’ve had a lot of struggles. I struggle really bad with anxiety and depression. Last year my depression got so bad I was ready to end my own life because I was just so lost. I don’t know who I am deep down, I hate opening up to people because they always walk out on me. Including my older sister. Exactly 9 months ago today my sister got mad because she wasn’t treated the same growing up (were half sisters). She refuses to let me see my nieces 4, 1 and another on the way because she says I don’t try hard enough and I’m nothing but my mother’s little b****h. I would definitely say that family isn’t always there for you and you can’t trust everyone.
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Jan 17, 2019· Edited: Jan 17, 2019
Depression and Anxiety!!
Depression and Anxiety!!